Dear abandon journal,
lifes been fine, but i have been quite lazy. but lazy as i am, i still manage to do my homework and avoiding my social life. although this might sounds like a bad thing but i do get through life being optimistic. it feels like every min, my dad have something for me to do. i mean its not like i don't like it, but i want some free time to myself. sometimes i just want to go out and breathe air, i guess im breathing air yet it is not the air i freely want. ok this doesn't even make sense. im always at home looking at the 4 corners, sometimes im afraid that i might go into depression. other then that, my symptoms of alzheimer is haunting me. i think i might have it despite the studying i do everyday. it's genetics i believe.
omg i want to go to jolin tsai concert in san jose state, several vip seats left. but and i know i can't go even if i asked my dad. i want to go.
i ordered costal scent 88 eyeshadow palette. hopes it comes. cause everynew thing i get brings a smile to my face.
About Me
- Tammy
- A 19 year old trapped with a 15 year old face. An amatuar in knitting, haircutting, fengshui This girl hopes to shatter joy in her life and to find a true meaning in living. With her willingness to learn, her willingness to sacrifice her comfort in heels, and time desolated from the outsideworld, she stills smile as if she had won the lottory. You would often find her running around the bay, hesitating to get home in time so her dad won't have to worry. At first meet she would often forget your name the next second like when she occasionally forgets to put shampoo on her hair in the morning.
